A reminder from God.

I saw the most beautiful sunset today. I didn't get to actually watch it, only a passing glance. I was on my way home from my dad's house, and I looked up. It was amazing. The most beautiful shades of violet fading into indigo and blue as they stretched toward the sky. Then some very magnificent oranges and yellows as my eyes came back toward the sun. I then passed a park, which allowed me to see the lake. It was all so stunning. The way the sun brought out the beautiful blues in the lake was absolutely amazing. The lake was so calm and peaceful. I couldn't turn my eyes away. It was a wonderful gift from God. A reminder to me that no matter how bad my day was, he's always there for me.

lately...

I've been thinking.. a lot. It's made me realize some things, it's made me learn new things about myself as a person. I've realized what in my life has made me the way I am, what things have caused me to have issues, such as my lack of trust in everyone. But even though I've learned a lot and thought a lot, there doesn't seem to be much for me to say. Most of the time I still feel pretty lost, but I'm being a lot more accepting of it. I'm starting to realize that eventually I'll figure stuff out, and even if I don't, that's okay, too.

"...it matters not what someone is born, but what they grow to be."