You Can't Change the Past but You Can Look to the Future

I wasn't there but I wish I could have been. Wish I could have held you, make you feel okay. Wish I could have given you a shoulder to cry on. I wasn't there but I am now. Always here for you, always by your side. I want to keep you safe, to keep you from harms way. I want to hold you tight and never let go.

I can't go back in time, although I often wish I could. I'd like to change some things, knowing that it could ease your pain and your mind. But the past is the past for a reason, and you are my present and my future. I'd never give up your love for anything in the entire world. I want to hold you tight and never let go.

You're asleep, and I'm awake. This is not an unusual case. I hope your dreams are sweet and filled with me and my love. I know my thoughts are of you, and my wish to be near you now, next to you while you sleep and dream. One day we may share a bed, not tonight, and not tomorrow, but one day. I want to hold you tight and never let go.

Love.

Hands hold and arms hug,
Sweet kisses, memories made,
Hearts become one. Love.

Imagining You

I can feel your touch,
the sweet embraces,
and the beating of your heart.

you're not reaLly there
it's simply a ghOstly imprint
haunting me while we're liVing
apart, alone, singly, separeatEly

You're back home.
schOol has me here
jUst waiting to see you again.

Fun with Picnik. I get bored.

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when you grab my hand,
you've got a hold on my heart.
I want to share my world with you,
every little part.

the butterflies in my stomach
never go away
and when you come to visit me
I always want you to stay

I'd give my heart away to you,
over and over, every time,
because you really are "the best
thing that's ever been mine"

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My guiding light,
a loving friend,
a patient lover,
quietly waiting
for me to come home





Nothing's impossible when I'm with you
as we explore the world
and life together
seeking adventure and danger
in a cautious world

You.

You have so many little quirks.
They define you,
make you who you are.
It's these little things
that drive me crazy,
make me love you.

Your steadfast love of the Brown
Your retainer,
impeding your desire to eat freely,
Your obsession with T Swift.
Your incredible imagination.
How you're always cold.

The things that you do.
The way you make me laugh,
all the time.
The way you move my hair
out of my face,
just to have to fall back.
The way you wrap your
arms around me.
My heart skips a beat every time.

I love when your fingers
are between mine...
the way you can just smile
and melt my heart.
To put it simply,
I love you.

Dedicated to a Friend.

From car rides full of laughter,
a friendship grew.
Strong and trusting,
allowing for many truths.
Unwittingly allowing for...

No, no confessions here.
Not today..
This ones' for you, about you.

You're witty, and charming,
a great friend to have.
Time passed, and memories made,
conversations had..
many amazing and deep,
many light and comical,
some quite sad but necessary.

So much to say, but how to keep it short.
A haiku for you!

You are amazing,
just as you are, yes, just you,
my dearest friend, Chris.

Frustrating Love; Loving Frustrations

Loving you is very frustrating for me... mostly because I love you but you frustrate me..

The Sun Against the Lake

Cotton candy skies
lovely shimmering water
the Pink meets the Blue

Wanted: Stability

all i want is some stability
in family, in friends,
some consistency of wellness
tired of always being let down,
lost,
and pushed to the side

it amazes me how much theatre mirrors life, scenes changing, sometimes mistakes happen, people always entering and exiting...

Releasing Emotion

Writing flourishes
quick fingers against the keys
sweet release, deep breath

Volcanic Frustrations

Frustrations mounting
like erupting volcanoes.
you're only a friend